I am in a country where there has been a nation wide lockdown for quite a while(70+ days) and as per the information provided by the National Examination Board, grade 12’s exam will be held two weeks after lockdown is over. I have completed going through my books (all actually) for two times and I still need time for revision in the days to follow.
But this vlog is to tell you a story. The story is about the very dark time that will occur in my life if I don't continue to keep on maintaining the pace in which I am currently studying.
Context:
I have been studying for 10 hours a day for quite a while because my exams are near, but for past two or three days, I have been in a lots of things recently. Like today the majority of my time was spent on watching view count on my blog that I posted yesterday. (that blog is the highest blog in my blogging career till the time when this blog was published. It got 2000+ views in a single days.) and developing ideas for upcoming blogs. That means my routine is very disturbed.
So what?
I would want to maintain my peace along with writing blogs. I will tell you how my life looks like if I stop studying and give my time to other activities only. I will be very depressed, like my other slacker friends I will always pray for this lockdown to never be over so that the exams get postponed and I get time to study, I would want Coronavirus to not go away so that I donot have to pressure and force myself to my responsibilities and I would live on very negative environment inside my brain constantly blaming myself for being careless and dumb and lazy when I was so close in obtaining GPA 4.0 .
Well, that certainly is the path that I am going to go if I do not arrange my time properly to blog and study. So I better stay true to myself and start working proportionally.
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